Just Simple

it's simple..
it's about you.

i have been waiting.
sacrifice for my time.
patience is tested.

too many tears..
even..you don't need to know why :')

want to know something?

this is little bit weird.
I don't know why I want to wait
it just feels sincere..

every day, still wait.
am I crazy?
am I freak?
I feel this even this is hang unclear

I'm confused. but still I do

and, finally..

the five months which i hold to wait.
only five more days left :')

I waited for you, see you in *******..

and..

January 2011 is so beautiful, very touching, too sweet to be left out, although would not want to continue into February 2011. I love this month ..

I hope, February could be more beautiful :)
See yaa in February :)
Give me any better..
Promise me it's going to eternal happiness :)

H-5 : 31 January 2011

Tonight's Doubt

If You're Not The One
Songwriters: Daniel Bedingfield

If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?
If you you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I
am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my
head?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance name my life?
If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray that you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I
am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss your body and soul so strong
That it takes my breath away
And I breath you into my heart
And I pray for the strength to stand today

'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And though my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I
am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

lagi seneng dengerin lagu iniiii..
Haaaa -.- coba lo tau, lo ngerti wkwk
#asekgalau #terusnapeh

pembicaraan malem ini,
Buat gue semakin takut sumpahdemiapapun~

semoga semuanya di atur dengan baik sama Allah..semuanya rencana terbaik..
pasrah, ikhlas :')

tinggal nunggu kurang dr dua minggu buat ngebuat semuanya gue ledakin HAHAHA ga deng candaa..mana berani -_____-

okeh udah ah, jangan lupa dengerin lagunya yaahhh !!!

nite eperibadeh

*dimana perasaan ini makin terasa kuat*
23 Januari 2011
22.05

iseng iseng 20012011

hari ini, pelajaran biologi dengan ibu Indah, praktek di green house. eh nemu beginian hehehehehe..



SUMPAH INI GA PENTING HAHAHAHAHAHA

TAPI LUCU AJA BISA NEMU -_________-

HIHI ISENG ISENG AKU FOTO DEH :D


karna ini udah jam 23... sekian sekian
langsung aja intinya.

ada quotes lagi nih,

jika kamu tidak mampu menahan lelahnya belajar, maka harus bersiap menahan pahitnya kebodohan

....oke apapun yang terjadi, selelah apapun lo, harus tetep semangat ya buat belajar dan ngerjain tugas walau habis pulang kegiatan dan nyampe rumah jam 7malem ke atas, harus selalu punya niat yang kuat..okeoke?

semoga kita termasuk orang orang yg berhasil..(amin)

and, before you sleep..
remember something that little bit important.

Your biggest asset is your health
Your biggest enemy is your fear
Your biggest drive is your dream..

BE HEALTHY.. LIVE BRAVE.. AND HAVE A NICE DREAM ;)

20 Januari 2011

MBRASS GO TO IOMBC 2011

HAAYYOOOO HEYYAAAA HEEYYHOOO

muups yups lama ga pusting -____-
orang sibuk mah..beh beda ckck *belagu*

tau ga sih?
-engga
egok gue belum nanya!
-lah tadi udah
prolog duduls
-ouchs ngomong dums
simbeleketek emang lu
-lah elu kamfret
wah nyari ribut?!!
-ayo..sape takut
gilak
-elu sarap
eh gue mau posting kapan mulainya neehh
-lah mulai lah sok atuh -.-
yaudah.. awas awas minggir

maap yeh krikrikrik -_____________________-''

oke. lets start.

you know what?
akhir akhir ini kegiatan apa yang menyibukan hari hari gue pulang sekolah?

yaps, gue latihan ekskul mabroo
udah tau ekskul gue belum?
yaya.. di SMA 68 ini, gue bergabung dengan ekskul

MARCHING BAND

dunia yang gue pernah geluti pas gue kelas 3SD sampe 5SD

tapi ini unit marching yang berbeda ya
MARCHING BAND 68 punya nama yaitu

MBRASS 68

nah, mulai awal masuk sekolah bulan januari ini nih, kita intensif latihan buat ikut

tanggal 19-20 Februari mendatang :D

dulunya kompetisi ini bernama DMC (Darunnajah Marching Band Competition)
hmm wait, DMC?

aih.. kau bakal rasain bagaimana euforia itu datang lagi tam
haaahhh :) :)) :)))

yaps, gue pernah ngerasain bagaimana rasanya bermain di lantai istora :') bersama unit gue saat itu Drum Band Gita Catur Wiratama.. saat itu gue kelas 5SD.
DMC kedua, pada Februari 2006, divisi Junior..

dan dan dan.. gue ga sabar buat nunggu saat itu tiba (lagi) main di istora, ngerasain dingin yang berbeda pada leher lo, saat semua mata penonton tertuju pada lo. aih -.- mantap.

dan gue SEMANGAT buat ngadepin itu lagiii oh yeah !
makanya latihan sampe ga kenal tidur sama makan *WAHAHAHAHA*

Doain MBRASS 68 biar menang lagi seperti 2 tahun berturut turut sebelumnyaaa :) biar buat bangga SMAN 68 + ngembaliin piala bergilir itu terpampang di 68 (lagi) ;D

apalagi, gue makin cinteh gileh sama MBRASS angkatan gue, #MBRASS25 (angkatan 25)
berawal dari kebersamaan di pelantikan yang unyu cekaliiii

this is us


Dan kemarin sabtu minggu (15-16Jan) kita ngadain TC (Training Camp) di GOR OTISTA..
seru abis..
lawak abis..
cape abis.. -____-
ngantuk parah wahahahahaha
tapi itu semuanya ga memudarkan senyum dan semangat kita kawan hehehe
walaupun harus seperti ini di minggu pagi saat istirahat minum yang cuma 10 menit wkwk..


serunya cenat cenut lah pokoknya HAHAHAHAHAH
*apasih taaaammmmss*
zzzz

oke :) SEE YAA !
WISH US LUCK FOR IOMBC 2011
GO FIGHT WIN !!!!!!!!

17 Februari 2011

NEW YEAR :)

hey guys..gals..
i'm back !
and..

how was your new year's eve?
is it great? is it be nice?
how about your resolution in 2011 ?

hmm..
i just wanna share about something that i want in this year.
but, before that, let me tell something about this life, about my life, about the life that already I lead a year ago..
lets start..

the only choice that I have, maybe..

yeah, life is so hard, girl!

sometimes, there's something that not seems like what we see

It's hard to wait around for something you know might never happen; but it's even harder to give up when you know it's everything you want.

I've failed but I smile .. :)

So many failures that I got in last year. But, the show must go on, right? yeah it's hurt, but smile can relieve it...
keep smile and always be grateful to God...
thanks Allah for every gift you gave to me... :)

what i really need?

i just need some luck ;)

Hope so..

I hope the sun shines and It’s a beautiful day..
Something makes you remember and wish you had stayed...

and last, for this year, i really really want to get SCIENCE CLASS



and made me closer to the medical school at university of Indonesia (AMIN)
*yaAllah, biarkan saya disini tahun 2013 nanti*


don't forget to do this ! *must and always*

SOME MOTIVATION FOR US :) HAVE A NICE YEARS EVERYBODY !

GO GO GO CHINTAMY !
show the best that you can do!
Be yourself !
make a person who loves you proud!
You can do it !
KEEP SPIRIT AND SMILING :)
DO YOUR BEST !

January, 02, 2011 ^^