If only once I'd never known you

You..
never realized

all have you got
you dispose of me, leave me
you destroy me as if I never existed

is this wrong?
I can't show the love I have for you

is this wrong ?
I can't show how I love you?

may I hope?
all will be back like before?
before I knew you
or even don't need to know yourself

I did survive
though not perhaps
hit tale
even though painful ..

but,
If only once I'd never known you
now.. maybe nothing something like this

24 Oktober 2009 :')